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Project Mimique London
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Trial by space; in memory of my mother
I Mourning through metaphor It was the art critic Victor Burgin who first suggested it, speaking at c3 in Budapest during the summer of 1997. The internet is your mother, he told the audience. That's why people get angry when they can't access their email, or when the system crashes. It's a question of demand. I found the idea engaging, things invariably refer back to my own mother having lost her at the age of eight. But the city was my subject, space my fixation. Could the city -- Budapest -- stand in for my mother? And how? This essay is an act of rectification. Most importantly, in reparation to my mother, Merriel, a Freudian advocate, who I refused to visit all but once in hospital. I was only young, and I simply wanted her home. But it's too late, and the sadness still overwhelms me. My father blamed her death on this refusal. I also need to revisit my relationship to Budapest and the exile I hung onto for eight painful years. Can such a metaphor aid the despair of pathological mourning? And what status should be accorded to milieu in the pathology of mental illness? In his book The Psychotic, Andrew Crowcroft (after J. and C. Cumming) states that: "I believe that [...] the 'environment itself can be the primary treatment as well as supporting or complementing other treatment'". Which suggests that a theory of space can contribute to the development of an anti-psychiatry. On the surface, my experience of place was peculiar to the expatriate. For the subject cut off from a linguistic context, the city becomes a producer of heterogenous images; visual, tactile and acoustic sensation (aspects of the Freudian sign) are foregrounded as communication is foreclosed. This is the terrain of Julia Kristeva's marvellous construction, the semiotic chora, a space produced by discontinuities in voices, colours and gestures, and marked provisionally in semiotisable material by the resistances and facilitations of the Freudian drives, according to the pleasure principle. The chora precedes, but is grouped with, the thetic positionality of the mirror phase. It is rupture (it irrupts), a provisional articulation (rhythm); it precedes evidence, verisimilitude, spatiality and temporality; it gives rise to a geometry. The semiotic chora is intimately bound up with the mother, and for the infant, the mother's body mediates symbolic law organising family and social structures which constrain and arrange the drives; the mother's body becomes the chora's organising principle. The drives of the semiotic chora, with the mirror phase, are deeply implicated in the displacement of the object (mother), an initial process of extreme and traumatising loss. The mirror phase itself is credited with the founding of spatial intuition (a byproduct) and is said to underly figuration. As I mentioned above, cut off from language, the exile lives in the ambit of chromatic saturation and intensity, vocal intonation and the subtleties of urban sound, a generosity of social nuance. This experience of the chora is reproduced in the consumption of film, again when language is constrained, or more accurately as it is a non-linear medium, television. Beverle Houston locates such an environmental acuity in emergent sexuality:
In the Fort/Da game recounted by Freud, Little Hans projected his dependency on his mother and acquired the symbol[1]. Introjection-expulsion-projection, the triad describes a work of mourning in process. The city became my mother, in this second scenario, lack projected (expelled) onto the city as Other; a figure of release. Strangely, for something so distressing, Rosalind Coward and John Ellis describe this separation from the mother as "a production of pleasure" (1977, p 140), and implicate the process of symbolisation again in the construction of desire:
Budapest for me was above all soothing -- of the terrors of poverty as much as the labours of despair -- and the fabric of the city, in a state of chronic disrepair, exuded an empathy with my psychological condition. There was, perhaps, a sense of something indistinct but uplifting -- of hope -- which I attached to my environment. At the beginning of Civilisation and its Discontents, Freud attributes such a feeling (which he describes as the origin of a religious attitude, a consolation, an appeal to the Father) to a residue of infantile helplessness, a "way of disclaiming the danger which the ego recognises as threatening it from the external world". An approach to the sublime in the absence of God. Despite a persistent psychosis which began in 1999, I feel that I have regained my good health, that is, I have completed my mourning. II Reflection, a space in between
My mother was beautiful, articulate and elegant, a talented actress, artist, a supporter of black civil rights and also the Baader-Meinhof group ("They are formal like myself", she said). There was the time we were chased by cows on Callows Hill and she lost her Scholl sandal. Her desire to train for social work, her defence of me at school, and the time I rejected her in the playground because she brought in my recorder. A photo of myself, mouth uncertain and in a short dress, thighs distorted by camera angle so that I look as if I suffer from rickets, reminds me of her shrill laughter as the shutter clicks. I remember her rage at me chancing upon her preoccupied with voices in her head, her later depression, and the neighbours who cut her off for obtruse reasons. There was her dark olive woollen suit, bought for a trip to Vienna with my father, which she wore when she left that last time. She did not say goodbye. A history here, and tragedy: her own mother departed in a similar fashion, but ostensibly to marry another man, and never returned. Only years later did my mother learn of her death. What became of her father she never knew. For any child, the recognition of absence is a pivotal moment. Jacques Lacan's mirror phase revolves around such an event, and there is a sense that the schizophrene is trapped within this enclosure, forever resolving its processes in a more heightened form than those who have not lost their primal, significant other. Lack, gap, splitting is a mode of being, foregrounded:
The space of the mirror itself, a space analogous to the process of memory, I dedicate to my mother, a third spatiality peculiar to the narcissist that late capitalism has enjoined us all to become. Henri Lefebvre suggests that the mirror presents "the most disjunctive relationship between form and content", that here bodies are "transitional", that "the mirror introduces a truly dual spatiality [into social space]: a space which is imaginary with respect to origin and separation, but also concrete and practical with respect to coexistence and differentiation" (ibid, p 186). And he invokes an anti-mirror effect, with reference to the surrealists. Yet the mirror remains just that, a refractory alienation.
Guy Debord and his collaborators, as everybody knows, took the spectacle -- "a social relation among people, mediated by images" -- for itself. The plagiarist technique is subtle in its cunning. Merleau-Ponty states earlier that the spatiality of the body is a spatiality of situations (p 114). III The Malevich Manoeuvres 1997, and a scandal on the internet. Alexander Brener, a Russian performance artist, had just defaced a picture by K. S. Malevich in the Stedelijk Museum, Amsterdam, and had been arrested. To the internet criticals, the scandal was that he'd been arrested. Miran Mohar described the damage as "an act of consistent artistic [...] expression", and in an articulate defence, continued:
And so there the new non-objective art stands -- the expression of pure feeling, seeking no practical values, no ideas, no 'promised land' (ibid, p 344). For Merleau-Ponty, the zero point in any space is the subject immersed in that space (I live in it from the inside; I inhabit it), moving through space, or perhaps in this scenario, the camera tracing the actor. The space then takes on the aspect of a topology. Hadley and I made two startling discoveries. A flickering moment in the Gozsdu udvar when light inverts, when all that is bright turns to shadow and vice versa, a distinct sensation in the enclosure of the stark, square, deserted archways. And a light/space conjuncture of the spring equinox in the Basilica, where a shaft of sunlight hit the centre of the nave cross. Divine truth (resurrection) harnessed to the morality of the urban bourgeoisie. And this when Malcolm, director of the firm, gamely playing the leading role in the drama, was kneeling upright, illicitly and in mortal fear, in the middle of the the main aisle facing the altar. The symbol ignites in such circumstances, momentarily foregrounded. Light for Malevich himself was a means to fragmentation -- the body-in-bits-and-pieces -- a "decomposition in pictorial space" (Markus, p 4). Witness his set and lighting effects for the 1913 opera Victory Over the Sun. The black square featured as backdrop of the final scene (and also at Malevich's state funeral in 1935). Malevich claimed Victory Over the Sun as the birthplace of Suprematism.
Suprematism was resolutely urban. Malevich depreciated the romantic tendency in Russian figurative painting as provincial. He ascribed a leading role to what he termed the 'superconscious' mind in transforming elements of the city, and credited architecture as "static Suprematism". In 1921, he announced to INKhUK "I want to recreate the world according to a non-objective system", and devoted his time to producing planity or arkhitektony, "accretions of rectangular forms" representing buildings and housing settlements. His use of the construction 'non-objective' rather than 'abstract' is interesting, suggesting an engagement with mental space ("the topological space of thoughts and utterances" -- Lefebvre), or as with 'Zaum', a beyond-mind, as opposed to geometric form per se. Unbuildable, but not yet deconstruction.
IV Loss:Lost 'Mother', "like the cry which makes silence come into view as silence" (Tavor Bannet, 1989, p 28), "the signifier already considers the subject as dead" (Lacan, ibid). Is it at the moment when we are nothing that we become human? Suicide was never far from my mother's mind, and she died, near the grounds of the asylum, just before Christmas 1972. I was not taken to the funeral.
Such a loss is uncommunicable. One cannot talk to the bereaved because they suffer from the closures of their own distress, which states its magnitude. The non-bereaved hold loss in contempt, as self-indulgent. The medics focus on symptoms alone. The upshot is that, outside of therapy, one is never allowed to speak. A situation which shows no sign of diminishing. Mourning, therefore, can be something that is latent rather than worked through, taking decades, and demands a loneliness, an extended solitude, the present resignifying - - in my own case, often through the body -- an unsymbolised past (deferred action, apres coup -- Bleichmar et al). One needs to mourn or one is lost. Heidegger talks of a clearing (Lichtung) which both "limits and opens up what can show up and what can be done", an absence of metaphysics (Dreyfus). My contention is that a self-imposed 'exile' -- "a process rather than a singular state" (Kaminsky in Allatson & McCormack, 2005), "the freedom of disconnection and the pleasures of interstitial subjectivity" (Kaplan, ibid), or conversely, a waiting-to-die -- can enable such a space. For Melanie Klein, 'healthy' mourning, "[t]he pining for a lost loved object implies dependence on it, but dependence of a kind which becomes an incentive to reparation [...] It is creative because it is dominated by love" (Crowcroft, p 96), yet Lacan regards creativity as something alien to the individual. "Creation remains the act of others and like the symbolic order itself always belongs to the other" (Tavor Bannet, p 41). With mourning blocked, for myself, any reparative drawings bordered on the obsessional, images repeated over and over again: a timbered house from Whizzer and Chips (killed off in a similar fashion on an art course, age 15), neo-functionalist suburbs planned with wavy roads. My father lives in such an enclave now. How to sublimate a block? Repetition and mimesis, quotation. One needs to learn to transform the copy, to apply a preexistent form to new circumstance: the principle of the plagiarist aesthetic. It remains a critical experiment, and very hard work. The path to 'autonomous' expression -- exploration of the mother's body -- is as closed as society until something breaks. One needs to find 'circuitous detours' to fend off annihilation. The poetic encounter with urban space, notably in the technique of the drift or dérive, promoted by Dada, the Letterist International and the Situationists, but derived from schizophrenia, is one such deviation. The ability to move in space is critical. In my mother's day, access to the outside was a punitive grace, patients threatened with medication if they needed fresh air. But we need to walk. Space begins with the body and motion -- one might very well assert that good health begins with space -- not in a determinist or behaviourist configuration, but in the sense that a diversity of spatial enclosures/exposures, of scales, of textures , etc., is invigorating and enhances curiosity. Aldo van Eyck's Amsterdam Children's Home (1958- 1960) is a paradigmatic instance of a curious space; built on a cybernetic or recursive principle, the building exerted a significant influence on place-making in the 1960s. To walk, to drift, is to lack a place, it produces nowhere:
There is also the question of the ability to modify space. Marx suggested that this was necessary to our humanity, but ways open to the ordinary mortal -- flyposting ("new and changeable decors" -- Chtcheglov), graffiti ("the wandering semantic" -- de Certeau) are limited and, it has to be said, illegal. Arrest is the last thing a schizophrene needs. In the absence of decriminalisation, art therapy might be extended to cover urban interventions. But I feel that the institutional context is unhelpful. We need a private resolution to our grief, and the liberty of aleatory expression needs to be asserted.
Key to the drift is the imperative of getting lost. The Barbican, taken in the right frame of mind, is an exemplar for the psychogeographer. The Image of the City, Kevin Lynch's 1959 research report on urban legibility, highlights a series of elements which work to bemuse the pedestrian. Lynch's respondents reported that interruptions in spatial continuity threw them off their direction. "The sudden and particularly indiscernible shift of one grid system to another grid system or a non-grid was very confusing" (Lynch, p 62). Other misanthropic aspects included subtle misleading curves (p 56), paths lacking identity, paths branching, confused intersections (p 58), sharp separation of path from surrounding elements (p 56), and for the driver, one way streets (p 60). Carolyn Smith February 27, 2008, revised August 11, 2008 Footnotes 1. This is Freud's own interpretation. Lacan proposes that the game represents Little Hans' entry into language as a differential system. 2. Lefebvre is at some pains to point out the variance in their respective theories. In a footnote on page 185 of The Production of Space, he states: "For Lacan, the mirror helps to counteract the tendency of language to break up the body into pieces, but it freezes the Ego into a rigid form rather than leading it towards a transcendence in and through a space which is at once practical and symbolic (imaginary)". 3. The series relied totally on the skill and artistry of the photographer, Hadley K. A good friend for many years, I shall always remember her with gratitude. My sincere thanks also go out to the staff and management of iSYS Hungary, and Hadley's flatmate (whose name sadly, I have forgotten), without whom, this process of discovery would not have been possible. Bibliography Aiello, T. 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